Come Back Down
yeah, these nights feel so good - but this one's almost gone. (hell, I stopped the sunset in the middle of the day).
  • Most of the time, I feel really content being single right now. And when I say single I don’t mean “dating” or even looking - at all. For the first time in 8 years, I feel no pull to find someone, or that I am somehow lacking or not living fully without someone by my side. I don’t doubt that one day I’ll be willing to open back up, I’m not plagued by fears of being alone. 

    But then I hear a song like this and I can’t help but miss that feeling of being completely, insanely, desperately and truly in love.

    so pay attention now, I’m standing on your porch screaming out

    and I won’t leave until you come downstairs.

    [it’s better to feel pain, than nothing at all.]

    (Source: Spotify)

  • rollingstone:

The 20 biggest summer songs of the Nineties are surprisingly grunge-free. Hear them now.
  • rollingstone:

    The 20 biggest summer songs of the Nineties are surprisingly grunge-free. Hear them now.

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  • Milky Chance
    Loveland (Bonus Track)
  • when-words-fade:

    Loveland (Bonus Track) - Milky Chance

    "she has flowers in her hair and you have flowers in your mouth/cause your heart is upside down/…/we were so, so in love."

     

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  • Sixty days ago I arrived at a beautiful rehab facility, still drunk from the night before and the first thing they did when I arrived was take my purse full of pills away from me. 
It’s been sixty days since I last took any sort of drug or took a sip of alcohol. That’s insane. I remember sitting in a meeting around 20 days thinking “fuck, there’s no way I’m going to make it to 30.”
Somehow I did, somehow I have strung together 60 days. Somehow I didn’t go running from rehab, even though I wanted to many times. Somehow, once I was out, I didn’t go pick up a bottle of whiskey that I know is sitting there for the taking, right around the corner. 
Some days I really want to scream and yell and wonder why I’m doing this to myself, and if everyone else knew how wrong it feels to be sober you all would be a bunch of alcoholics and pillheads right by my side. 

But most days I feel grateful, because I know that had I not stopped, had I not found a solution, I would have died. And for the first time in my life I can breathe easy, knowing that I’m no longer on my convoluted suicide mission. 
  • Sixty days ago I arrived at a beautiful rehab facility, still drunk from the night before and the first thing they did when I arrived was take my purse full of pills away from me. 

    It’s been sixty days since I last took any sort of drug or took a sip of alcohol. That’s insane. I remember sitting in a meeting around 20 days thinking “fuck, there’s no way I’m going to make it to 30.”

    Somehow I did, somehow I have strung together 60 days. Somehow I didn’t go running from rehab, even though I wanted to many times. Somehow, once I was out, I didn’t go pick up a bottle of whiskey that I know is sitting there for the taking, right around the corner. 

    Some days I really want to scream and yell and wonder why I’m doing this to myself, and if everyone else knew how wrong it feels to be sober you all would be a bunch of alcoholics and pillheads right by my side. 

    But most days I feel grateful, because I know that had I not stopped, had I not found a solution, I would have died. And for the first time in my life I can breathe easy, knowing that I’m no longer on my convoluted suicide mission. 

    (Source: duffysrehab)

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  • canadaloveselena:

Can ya be more nuts jodi

things NOT to do: drink a shitton of coffee, binge watch Snapped, finishing with the Jodi Arias episode - and then find the lifetime movie about her and watch it until 3 am. You will find yourself wide awake and terrified an hour and a half later.
  • canadaloveselena:

    Can ya be more nuts jodi

    things NOT to do: drink a shitton of coffee, binge watch Snapped, finishing with the Jodi Arias episode - and then find the lifetime movie about her and watch it until 3 am. You will find yourself wide awake and terrified an hour and a half later.

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  • gentledom:

    A wonderful analogy.

    (Source: bbseamonster, via dequeerium)

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  • unitedvirtuoso:

    Nicki Minaj “Pills N Potions” | Urban Noize Remix

    #ironicrehabsoundtracks

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  • aseaofquotes:

Aharon Appelfeld, Suddenly, Love
  • aseaofquotes:

    Aharon Appelfeld, Suddenly, Love

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  • Chvrches
    Recover
  • bloggingmusic:

    Chvrches | Recover

    sunday’s are for emotional wreckage.

    I’ll give you one more chance
    To say we can change our old ways
    And you take what you need
    And you know you don’t need me

    Blow by blow
    Honest in every way I know
    You appear
    To face a decision I know you fear

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  • One fine day, we’ll meet once more
    And then you’ll want the love you threw away before.

    oh, life.

    (Source: Spotify)

  • amypfister:

    New Bey music with “Fifty Shades of Grey” teaser and trailer.

    (Source: instagram.com, via popculturebrain)

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  • soundboard:

    Top Album Covers Week

    My choices of album covers really do vary a bit.  I enjoy animals as people (weird), really minimalistic covers, and paradoxically, really busy covers with lots happening.  One of the major reasons that I still buy CDs is due to the album art because sometimes, that’s just as important as the music itself.

    Scenic Route to Alaska - All These Years

    Tycho - Awake

    Stars - Set Yourself on Fire

    Boy and Bear - Harlequin Dream

    Miracle Fortress - Five Roses

    Justice - Cross

    Explosions in the Sky - The Earth is Not a Cold Dead Place 

    Pawa Up First - Missing Time

    Alle Farben - Synesthesia

    Goldmund - Famous Places

    Have a lovely weekend everyone!

    -Sherwin

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  • aseaofquotes:

Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
  • aseaofquotes:

    Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

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  • (Source: chvrches)

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